What a WASTE of my time and money… They might as well have just locked the Darkside and I in a room and said ‘sort it out, you have an hour’… SERIOUSLY!!!!
I don’t know whether to be hopelessly furious right now… or just sit and hopelessly cry….
My friend Melissa said to me after hearing about the load of crap today turned into: “It’s nice to know that the retards like more than just me!! A Judge without a clue is a pretty top notch find!!”
I can’t help but think she’s right… it doesn’t get much better than having a Judge look at you and say “I can’t rule on anything; you need to get a Judge”…
SERIOUS!!!! OK, I understand Family Law is not your ‘thang’ but my lawyer is quoting precedents… and you have more precedent setting material at your fingertips than I can even fathom… And you can’t rule??? WHAT???!!! WTF am I here for??
Opinions your Honour?
Nope… nothing… nothing…
WHAT??!!!! WHAT!!! WHY ARE YOU HERE??? WHAT ARE YOU HERE FOR??? Old assed fuddy duddy… do your damn job and give us some opinions; some rulings… It’s pretty obvious that ONE side of this bicker fest can’t friggen decide what it is that is really desired… and can’t STOP LYING… JUST STOP IT!!! So friggen git yer head out yer ass and RULE FOR THE LOVE OF…!!!
But no… I have to wait… wait for ANOTHER Judge… wait and wait and wait… Hmmm.. The earliest… Maybe the end of May… how’s that sound???
So you’re telling me I have to go through all of this stress AGAIN… the not eating… the not sleeping… the friggen worry… AGAIN.. because the Judge didn’t want to get off his robes and look up some precedents?????
Great…. Perfect… Great… Just what I need to hear….
This is getting insane…
Another friend Rob, when I told him.. He said “Hm… Didn’t see that coming”.. YEAH NO SHIT!!!! WHAAAA????
I was hoping for the end.. I was praying for it.. No matter which way it went… it was going to be ‘the end’… I was hoping…
The legal system… FYI… DOES NOT WORK. DOES NOT. End of story.
My question at present is: How long can one person go through everything that wee and I are going through before they lose their mind?? How long? How long before the simple fact that they have to remain under the constant care of their doctor and their therapist; taking medication that they don’t want to take; until they become so chronically depressed by the situation and their state of affairs before… well… before they just stay ‘depressed’…. ?? How long until that happens?
And then, how long until they go crazy…??? Am I sane because I’m asking that?? Or am I crazy because I think I might be?
Do the crazy know that they are crazy?
Is there really any light at the end of the tunnel?? Or is it just the headlight of the next oncoming train that is about to run my shit over and leave me bleeding????